Life is a journey.

This life, therefore,
is not righteousness but growth in righteousness,
not health but healing,
not being but becoming,
not rest but exercise.

We are not yet what we shall be,
but we are growing toward it;
the process is not yet finished but it is going on.
This is not the end but it is the road;
all does not yet gleam in glory but all is being purified.


-Martin Luther-

Am - Pm

Merangkak keluar dari peraduan malam
Berat tanggalkan mimpi yang diurai nyata
Terpekur dalam diam
Menatap jiwa yang menari lepas

Bergegas memungut kepingan kesadaran
Menyatukan nyawa yang tengah merenggang
Mengenakan kembali logika yang ditanggalkan
Larut dalam arus manusia yang menyongsong pagi

Hati mencoba tetap bertahan
Dalam lintasan putaran peristiwa
Sejauh diri mampu mendekap bayang
Bersenggama dengan kesendirian, menumpulkan nurani

Sang dewa malam pun datang memeluk dewi senja
Lekat dan intim layaknya sepasang kekasih
Mengantar ku kembali menuju peraduan
Melepas hari yang telah yang berlalu

Merajut mimpi yang baru...

*Di saat diri berada di persimpangan..*

Here & There

1. Your middle name?
*. Vincencia

2. What gets you relaxed after a hard day's work?
* . A cup of earl grey tea + honig. Hmmm...

3. How long did your last conversation on the phone last?
*. 40 minutes. I called my sister in Jakarta.

4. What would you carry along on a first date?
*. My wallet & handy.

5. What are you dreaming of?
*. Biayain orang tua gue keliling dunia.

6. Where would you choose to go on a first date?
*. A cozy resto or coffee shop will be nice...

7. How do you react to a secret admirer?
*. Nothing.

8. What do you usually do when you're sad?
*. Jalan aja sendirian ke mana kaki gue mau melangkah.

9. Finish the sentence. Mirror mirror on the wall..
*. The wall on mirror mirror..hahahha:D Ga tau gue mau ngomong apa..!

10. What does your favorite color say about you?
* . Black --> Maybe I´m sort of classic & conventional person..?

11. Psychology 101, pick one of these words: Caring, Rich, Popular, Cute, Generous...
*. Generous.

13. What's your idea of a perfect Valentine's daygift?
*. Love its self!

14. Do you easily fall in love?
*. No way!

15. If you were a desert, what kind of desert would you be?
*. Buah-buah yang menyegarkan & menyehatkan.

16. What do you miss in your relationship?
*. Presence...

17. Are you a faithful person?
*. I think so...

18. Are you a jealous person?
*. Sometimes!

19. Are you shy in expressing your feelings?
* . No. Gue termasuk orang yang sangat ekspresif bahkan...

20. You did something wrong. Instead of being a human, God punish you to be an animal, what animal would you be?
*. Anjing.

21. Psychology 101, a box is lying on the road,and you picked it up. What's inside?
*. Nothing. I don´t like the idea of taking an advantage from other people who loosing it.

22. If you could enter a movie, any movie. What movie would you enter?
*. Apaan yaa..?

23. Is it easy for you to smile?
*. Very easy

24. Do you yell when you're in a fight with your bf/gf/spouse?
*. Ga lah, yang jelas nadanya pasti meninggi.

25. After a fight with your bf/gf/spouse, you are most likely to do what?
* . Stay silent mostly.

26. Are you modern or traditional?
*. Both of them, a bit modern here and a bit traditional there...

27. To you, a great night with my lover would involve doing what?
*. Drink wine & watch a movie!

28. How do you feel about public displays of affection?
*. As long as they feel comfort about it than it´s ok!

29. What do you think of premarital sex?
*. Selama pelaku sadar, tanpa paksaan, mau & mampu untuk bertanggung jawab...

30. Make a wish, a good one!
*. Semoga bencana-bencana alam di manapun cepat berhenti...

Insensate

Last night,
someone said something about me.
Something that made me freezed.

I was shocked,
of what I've heard.
Something beyond my expectation.

Unable to moved.
Felt dissapointed.
Felt annoyed.

Really.

I've been trying to absorb it.
Still, unable to invent any good excuse.
The damage is done.

*Hope someday someone will teach you how to use your mouth wisely..!*

First!

Today is the first day in 2007.
Last night was the first time in my life that I spend a New Year's eve alone.
Nevermind, for once in my life I should know how it feels. :)
Just stayed home. Tried to count my un-counted blessings in 2006.

Thanked God for the brand new coming year.
Thanked God for everything that He gave to me.

How could I ask Him more..?
He has showering me with so many blessings.
He has given me everything more than I've ever asked.

And I know that He will walk with me through the coming year.
So there's no need to worry about the future.
God is in control.

So 2007, I'm ready for you.