Friday, May 13, 2005

Personality Disorder

DISORDER

RATING

Paranoid:

Low

Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Low
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Moderate
Narcissistic:Low
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Information --


Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.

Symptoms of Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder:
* Need for perfection and excessive discipline
* Preoccupation with orderliness
* Inflexibility
* Lack of generosity
* Hyper-focus on details and rules
* Excessive devotion to work


* Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder sound so 'gw banget' yaaaa.....!*

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Enlightment


Life is no straight and easy corridor along
which we travel free and unhampered,
but a maze of passages,
through which we must seek our way,
lost and confused, now and again
checked in a blind alley

But always, if we have faith,
a door will open for us,
not perhaps one that we ourselves
would ever have thought of
but one that ultimately
prove good for us.


-A.J. Cronin-


* While I am lost and confuse...now and again...I just know it...all I have to do is BELIEVING...there is always a door will open for me to go through into it and find a new HOPE waiting for the best things happen in my life..!*

Friday, December 10, 2004

80 facts about me..!


[01] name : Cynthia Maria Vincencia Villanueva
[02] other name : Don't have any..
[03] nickname : Ia, Thia (inget-inget..kudu pake "H"!!!), Cyn, Maria
[04] fake name : Catherine Zeta Jones or Peneloppe Cruz (L.O.L)
[05] gender : Female
[06] age : 28
[07] birthday : 28 August 1976
[08] height : 174 cm
[09] hair color : Black
[10] eye color : Dark Brown
[11] race : Ambonesse-Hollandnesse-Philippinesse
[12] do you wear glasses or contacts : Yes..minus + cylinder
[13] do you have braces : Used to when I was in playgroup
[14] is your hair long or short : Long
[15] where were you born : Denpasar
[16] current location : Germany
[17] zodiac sign : Virgo
[18] how many languages do u know : Indonesia (Sunda-Jawa-Padang-Arab-Ambon) - English - 'lil bit German & Holland
[19] nationality : Indonesian
[20] bad habits : Shopaholic
[21] piercings you have : 2..but I don’t wear any earings
[22] piercings you want : Nope
[23] tattoos you have : No one!
[24] tattoos you want : Dunno
[25] today's date : 10 December 2004
[26] the time : 17.36 pm
[27] ready for more questions? Why not..? I've the whole evening!:)
[28] are you still in school : Yuppe!
[29] did you drop out : Not yet(its just a matter of time..hahaha!)
[30] current GPA, or last GPA : 1.7 (in German system)
[31] favorite grade : TK
[32] least favorite grade : Don't have any
[33] favorite teachers/lect : Prof.Dr.Platenkamp
[34] least favorite teacher/lecturer : Gaby Alex
[35] favorite subjects : Philosophy
[36] least favorite subject : History of Indonesia when I was in Junior & Senior High School --> It's ALL RUBBISH...!!!
[37] do you buy lunch or bring it : Buy
[38] whats your CCA : Citibank Visa
[39] do you do any extracurricular activities: Yuppe!
[40] are you popular : Have no idea
[41] favourite dance : Pendet (first dance I've ever learned..)- Cuba Dance (hmmm..so sensual)
[42] least favorite dance : Jaipongan (omigot, males abiezz!)
[43] favorite memory : A lot..!
[44] least favorite memory : Don't want to remember
[45] most humiliating moment : Can not remember any
[46] number : 7 - 8 - 9
[47] clothing brand : Anything that goes with my personality
[48] shoes : 40/41
[49] favourite TV show : Hard Talk (BBC)- Gilmore Girls (VOX)- News
[50] sport : A lot..especially jogging
[51] vegetables : Every veggies except leek
[52] fruit : Anything except sawo & srikaya (apaan ya bahasa Inggrisnya...?)
[53] movie : Romance and thriller
[54] magazine : Cosmopolitan - Oprah Magazine
[55] actor : Tom Hanks - Sean Connery
[56] actress : Meg Ryan
[57] candy : Haribo - Cuppa Cups
[58] gum : Wrikleys
[59] parfume : Gucci II - Hugo Boss Intense
[60] choc bar : Anything will do..! Ohne Schokolade kann ich nicht leben..!!!
[61] ice cream flavour : Anykind of Chocolate's, Coffee & Tiramisu
[62] color : Blue - Black
[63] seasons : Autumn (so beautiful...)
[64] holidays : Christmas
[65] bands: Earth Wind & Fire - Toto - Dave Matthews - Secret Garden
[66] singer : Whitney Houston
[67] rappers : Not interested!
[68] types of music : A lot, depends on my mood!
[69] things in your room : Books - Laptop - Bed - TV - etc
[70] place to be : Home
[71] radio station : KLCBS
[72] tv channel : BBC - CNN
[73] food : Everything especially chinesse food & Indonesian food
[74] overall food : Butter shrimp fried ala Masdy (tHe bEsT..!!!)
[75] store : Rossmann
[76] fast food : Mensa
[77] restaurant : Mocador (MS) - The Valley (Bdg) - The Peak (Bdg)
[78] car : Don't have any
[79] ciggaret : I'm not a smoker but I always like the smell of someone that I love after he smokes. Smell so damn good..!!!
[80] what u wanna say : Hmm..finally!


*Inspired by Visiko...!*

Inane


Gelap
Pekat
Membuatku bosan

Gelap
Pekat
Membuatku lelah

Gelap
Pekat
Membuatku muak

Gelap
Pekat
Membuatku koyak

Gelap
Pekat
Membuatku pasrah


Senyawa harapan perlahan meninggalkan jiwa
Membiarkannya sendiri
Berurai dalam rendaman air mata


Gelap
Pekat
Membuatku tercekat
Ke manakah perginya cahaya yang dulu setia menemani jiwaku..?



*Gelap yang enggan beranjak dari hari membuat jiwa terbelit oleh pekatnya..*

Thursday, November 25, 2004

The Reason


I'm not a perfect person
There are many things
I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason
For me to change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason
For me to change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason
To show a side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


-Hoobastank-

*Thank's to "N" who gave me this song. I was forgave you even before you apologized. We are not a perfect persons..!*


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