Check-in Times

Ever since my partner had proposed me to be his wife, my life's turning into such "a-busy-hectic-exciting-yet-stressfull-indeed-exhausting-joyful-depressing-kind-periods-of-life".
Only few months left before May 25th 2008. Our big day.
Lot of things needs to be plan-prepare-and done!

Actually, my partner and I don't fancy kind of big yet glamorous wedding party.
We only want a small and beautiful wedding party, without so much an artificial things.
But because of several reasons, we decided to celebrate our wedding in a way that can make everybody happy & enjoy.
Especially our parents. It's only once in our life time anyway... And we don't mind to have a big party as long as we can afford it by ourselves.

So here we go...
We start by writing down a long and details checklist thingy in order to prepare our upcoming wedding party.
Every single thing that we need to thinks and prepares carefully.
From the venue reservation, my wedding dress, long guestlist, decoration, invitations, souvenirs, and the list goes on and on..and on again..,till a parking lot business.
Well, I guess everybody who has been married knows very well how's the feeling at the time being. ;)

At the same time, I have to work as well.
That's why I hardly have time to write an update here or even just to keep contact with my fellows.
Few weeks before the wedding, I've decided that I need a break from my work.
The main reason was because this wedding preparations consumed all of my energy, time and concentration.
No wonder though, because I do everything by myself.
Just to make sure everything is all right and in order to stick within our budget in the first place.

Apart from all technical things that I needs to prepare..,there's an important thing that also needs to be prepare.
My readiness. Physically yet mentally.
As we know that a marriage is a moment when two becomes one.
When two souls, two hearts, two heads, two egos, two dreams, two cultures, two habits, two weaknesses, two visions,two families, two principles, and many other two.., should be compromise to become ONE.
To blend in the harmony.

Lately, i've always been thinking ( or wondering?) of how it would be, or how does it feel when finally I reach that stage of life?

Then I think, it's a courage and a willingness to make a lifetime commitment that people needed most, once she/he decides to get married. Not only LOVE.
Love is an illusion. Love can faded away as time goes by.
When love is gone, only a commitment will still remains...

To be continue...

Q & A

Fyi, my post below I've got from a friend of mine who has challenged me to answer all of these questions, since I was commented on his posting.
So let's see, if these questions can do me a favour in any way...


(1) Something you had to give up but didn't want to:
Eat and eat and eat all the time..!

(2) Something you disliked about the last person you were in love with:
Hypocrisy --> idem 'yo!

(3) Something that irritates you more than anything: Waiting..!

4) Something you wish people would understand about you:
I'm not waiting for people to understand me. Better starting from myself to understand people.

(5) Something that's holding you back from achieving your dreams:
Definetely my laziness..!

(6) Something you fear more than anything:
Losing my loved ones.

(7) Something you wish your parents had warned you about earlier:
Absolutely nothing. They prepared me well for being me. --> Again: idem 'yo..! ;)

(8) Something you hate that people say:
I don't care with what people say about me.

(9) Something you like that everyone else thinks is weird:
Rice. (Before you raise your hand to protest me, fyi I do like to eat rice a.k.a beras mentah..!

(10) Something you think you could win an award for:
As the most weirdest person..?! Hihihiihi:p

(11) Something that keeps you going everyday:
coz I have my faith.

(12) Something amazing that happened last summer:
Euro Trip with my long lost sister, Cenil.

(13) Something that you learned that stands out about last year:
Life is all about chances, be committed to it and be ready for every single risks that will shows along the way. --> Again: idem 'yo! Apart from the risks part. :)

(14) Something that makes you laughs every time it happens:
I laughs easily.

(15) Something you do when you're trying to calm down: Reading & Sleeping.

(16) Something you love doing on cold rainy days:
Watching it pouring down, tickling down things and wondering how it could be smelled that heavenly nice ...hmmm..--> Again, idem plek2 'yo..!

(17) Something amazing you wants to happen next year:
A better life.

(18) Something you're addicted to/can't stop doing:
Observing --> idem 'yo!!

(19) Something that really stands out about your latest crush?
Absolutely nothing!

(20) Something that really turns you on:
Attitudes & men in uniform..! ;)

(21) Something you think about every night before you go to sleep:
How many hours do I have to sleep..??? :(

(22) Something that you don't think will ever change about you:
People do changes in some way or another.

(23) Something about you that you think will soon change:
My age.

(24) Something that broke your heart as a child:
Leaving away form my parents.

(25) Something that's on your mind right now:
I gotta go now, I don't want to miss my yoga class. :)

From: A friend of mine
Date: 14/03/08
Time: 7:17 am
Type: Text Message
Subject:

"We could be so much more than we are."


Note: Thank you so much dear...

I'm Back.

Geez...
After a very bery long hiatus, now I'm back.
There're so many things happened since the last time I posted my poem.
But now, I just want to lay down my mind...
Looking back, reading my articles, just to have a short journey back there.

See you guys soon.
:)

Di suatu siang di musim gugur.

1-WHERE DO YOU LIVE? Always moving on like a gypsy...! :)

2-LATEST ADDICTION? Apfelmuss.

3-SONG THAT YOUR LISTENING RIGHT NOW? Nothing.

4-WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW? Killing time with Q&A while spamming.

5-WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT OUT TO EAT WITH? Zaldy.

6-IF U WERE A TOY, WHAT WOULD YOU Be? Ogeb.

7-WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON? Santorini (Greece) or Bora-bora..!!!

8-WHATS YOUR RING TONE? Maafkan nya Rio Febrian.

9-WHAT DO YOU THINK A TOBLERONE IS? Yummy..!

10-WHAT R U WEARING RIGHT NOW? Baby doll.

11-DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Yup, sometimes...

12-WHAT WAS THE BEST ADVICE EVER GIVEN TO YOU? Live in the presence.

13-CAN U DRIVE? Absolutely..!

14-WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE PLANS? Make my research in Indonesia.

15-FAVOURITE FILM? Too many to mention.

16-LAST FILM YOU SAW? Wonderfalls.

17-DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE? Depends on my mood.

18-ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK ANYONE OUT? Don´t think so..! :D

19-WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? Waiting..!! I hate it..!!!

20-WORST SOUND? When you scratch a blackboard with a piece of chalk......euuuuhhhhh!

21-WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU DO WHEN YOU WAKE UP? Pee.

22-ROLLER COASTER, SCARY OR EXCITING? History.

23-HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU LET THE PHONE RING BEFORE YOU ANSWER IT? Depends.

24-ZODIAC SIGN? Virgo.

25-IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? Very full. LOL

26-BEST PhYSICAL FEATURE? Eyes??

27-MILK WHITE OR CHOCOLATE? Chocolate!!!

28-DAY OR NIGHT? Both :D

29-SUMMER OR WINTER? Autumn..! Yeeeee...

30-CAKE OR PIE? Both hehehehehe:p

31-DIAMONDS OR PEARLS? None of them!

32-SUNRISE OR SUNSET? Both.

33-HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A BONE? Yup, my hands. :(

34-DO YOU HATE ANYONE? Nope.

35-DO YOU BELIEVE IN FIGHTING? No way.

36-WHO DO YOU TURN TO FOR ADVICE? God.

37-YOU COULD HAVE ONE SKILL IN LIFE WHAT WOULD IT BE? Super fast
reading!

38-WHERE ARE YOUR FAVORITE PLACES TO GO? New York.

39-WHO SENT U LAST SMS? DETAILS? My sister. Asked me when I come home.

40-LAST SMS U SEND?DETAILS? Reply to my sister.

41-WHAT WOULD U DO AFTER ANSWER THIS BULLETIN? Have my lunch..!