Unexplainable.

I love words.

I always love words.

Words are mysterious and beautiful creatures that have a soul in my opinion.

They have an invisible power that can change our mood in just a second.

Words can bring us into a deep darkness moment yet a bright sunny smile.

Words can make us flying high up in the sky yet make us falling free into the cliff.

It's a wonder that words can describe something that goes beyond our comprehension.

It's a magical experience how words can transform us into another world.

I always got myself lost in the sea of words of a good book.

My thoughts and soul were swam freely into the ocean of words.

I read every word slowly, chew it carefully, contemplate it deeply, until it takes me to an intimate absorption.

Sometimes I read the word/sentence all over again if I've found the word/sentence was an extremely extraordinary beautiful.

Weird isn't it?

Anyhow, there's a moment when I feel something that goes beyond words.

Something that I can't explain.

Something that I can't find the substitute of it in any word that ever exists.

Most of the moments, I can categorize in two. Either it's something beautifully painful or painfully beautiful.

But still, it goes beyond words.

The feeling.

At this very moment.

Solitude

Beringsut perlahan, menarik diri dari hiruk pikuk dunia.
Meninggalkan dentum-dentum kefanaan.
Keriaan pun kian sayup terdengar seiring ku merasuk jauh dalam lembah pemikiran.
Menyusuri hening yang begitu gaduh memantulkan buah pikiran.
Terhanyut dalam arus rasa yang bergelora.
Membawa diri berlabuh di tepian impian.
Tersesat dalam khayalan yang terbiaskan kenyataan.
Jiwa pun terpekur dalam hangat nya dekapan kenangan.
Membiarkan hati melambung tinggi bermain bersama awan-awan harapan.
Di nikmati walau sekejap.
Karena pada akhirnya, semua awan pun akan kembali terhempas.
Kembali pada kodrat nya.
Pada saat nya.


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I Want To Hold Your Hand

There's a moment when I have no words to say...
There's a moment when I have no story to share...
There's a moment when I have no voice to speak...
There's a moment when I have no strength to move...

A moment when you look into my eyes...
A moment when you hold my hand...
A moment when you take me in your arms...
A moment when you complete me.

It's been three weeks since I left 2010 behind..
Before I travel deep into 2011, I took some time to look back and had some kind of reflection
moments on my life's journey in 2010.

2010 has been one of the best years of my life.
With all of ups and downs, 2010 has taught me to be a stronger, better and hopefully wiser person.

I've learned that life is too short and too precious to be waste by being ungrateful.
I've learned that life is more beautiful when you stop being a judge.
I've learned that life is good when you stop complaint.
I've learned that everything in life has its own time.
I've learned that it's a wonder to have more time being with my beloved parents.
I've learned that sometimes life give you a second chance.
I've learned that there's always two sides of coin.
I've learned that home is where my heart is belong.
I've learned that life is so generous when you start counting your blessings.
I've learned that it's important being consciously aware of all things in my life because it won't last forever.
I've learned to always keep breathing and be present.
I've learned that God is working in a mysterious way.
I've learned that less is more.
I've learned that time is everything.

And the most remarkable moment in 2010 is when life has lead me back to my long lost precious 'home'.
Now, I'm home and settled.
And I am ready to experience everything life has to offer in this brand new 2011.
:)

Time Reflection

Time is a scarse commodity, that in so many ways
so often, is taken for granted.
Cherish, enjoy and make the best of what you are given.

Time flies by so swiftly without making a sound
travelling on a course that no one can determine
moving even when we are asleep in the night
unravelling mysteries for the eyes to behold.

Some people watch  as it goes by
while others make provisions while the sun shines
the wise take heed and are aware
when others squander theirs and dont care.

Before you know it, you are old and gray
reminiscing on the good  times you  had
or sitting in your rocking chair, 
regreting the chances you didnt take
or   gramacing from aches and pain
from life's journey
that we have travelled.
 

Sometime I wonder why time flies so fast
but I can never come seem to produce an answer
only to realise that time is a master
ruling the old and the young,
and everything else on the earth.


By Milton Handfield